After reading the text from that guy I cried into my pillow and skipped even dinner. Then after a while I got up and wiped my face and decided he wasn’t worth it and got back on my feet. Well my computer chair which is so lacking of a better word. I checked my dating site inbox and spoke with a few others and started talking to this one guy who then said something along the lines of, “I think like that guy you went on the date with.” WOW. “Um.” NEWS FLASH!”
IF YOU WANT TO PUSH A GIRL AWAY, TELL HER SOMETHING THAT SHE TOLD YOU UPSET HER.
Why are so many men like that? where is the gentlemen and romance? Why is everything all about sexual encounters ? Where is true love and happily ever after and fairy tale princes. I really think I am stuck in a world and came from a fairy tale book because I keep searching for a prince and get a man with his fly down instead. “LOOK WHAT I HAVE”
IT”S A PENIS! “NOOOO.. you don’t say”
He wrote and said he cant see himself in a relationship with me and his life is too busy to have a single mother in it. The search goes on. Now I feel like an idiot for going on the date.Then he said if I just want to have casual sex, he’s up for that. “Sigh” An object in a mans eye, once again. How predictable. I’m hurt, but what ever. I’m sensitive. I shouldn’t have went on the date, he didn’t seem that into me before we went out. I’m always the one that has the interest first. Why can’t the right guy just come into my life. “Sigh” Instead of all the wrong ones.
I need to calm down and take a deep breath and let him make the next move now. I don’t want to seem clingy and weird. Ekk. If he doesn’t think that already. I will let him show his interest in me, I’ve already made it clear I’m interested. I said I wanted to see him again and go on another date, I said I enjoyed it, I gave him my new number, I called him to explain that my cell wasn’t working and he said he was busy with his kids. Ekk. Does that mean he doesn’t like me?
Breathe Mandie, Breathe. It’s just a first date. Oye vay, dating is overwhelming, I think I need a paper bag. NOPE. Just a hot bubble bath should do that trick, off I go to soak in some bubblay.
I got home and low n behold my cell phone wasn’t working. Okay, my now ex hooked it up for me and got the phone for me and he now knows I’m dating and today after my date when I got home my cell phone was dead. I couldn’t text or call etc… I called Virgin Mobile and they said my account was cancelled. Well thank you Ex… So I went out into the dark and walked down the street to a near store and got me some cards for it and set up a whole new account with a new number.
Revenge is childish!
What a hassle it was to do all that, “sigh” MEN!
He was sweet and very good-looking. I really enjoyed my time with him though I was hella shy and hope he didn’t take it as I wasn’t into him, we hugged goodbye of course. We played at the park a bit talking and we share a lot of the same interests, he asked me many questions. I asked him a few, without trying to be too nosy. It was hard with three little ones since he has two children. His daughter was adorable asking a million questions. Throwing little tantrums ha!. His son was cute to.
He seems like a very responsible father and person and has a car and a good job and I really liked him, what else can I say. I’d like to see him again without kids around, which we both agreed on. I let him know the days I would be able to go out and it works out great because those happen to be his days off. We ended the date saying we’d do a date again without the kids and we said we both enjoyed it and we hugged and I felt something. Hmm… hehe Giggle
It was cute we both kept looking back at each other as we parted ways. “Does that mean he liked me?”
He learned that I am a very slow eater, ha! That is something everyone learns about me right away. He was so polite when he had his cell out he let me know he was just texting his mom. Ahhh. Gosh I was so nervous I couldn’t even finish my pizza he got me. I hope he liked me. I swear he is so nice and I just wanted to keep staring into his eyes, they were so. I can’t explain it. I just felt drawn to him and I think he felt the same, but I’m not sure. how do I know and what is too soon to text him …? what do I do next. Do I wait for him to reach me or…
I have powers of electricity. This morning while I was on the phone with Telus my power went out. Now normally I would be like oh it’s just the wind, but when I looked outside there was no wind. I thought hmm, some one hit a pole. I walked to the hallway and the light outside my apartment was still on so it was just my suit and then the power came on and then my stereo which I never had on began playing my cd. Ha ha! Weird huh?
I swear electronics act very strange around me for some reason. I have magical powers, perhaps it can make me a money machine so I can Ka-ching all day.
Anyone want one? I like to share.
Tell me about your electronical power stories?
I’m so nervous I could pee my pants… But I wont. That wouldn’t make a very good first impression now would it. Unless he’s into that sort of thing. he does have kids?
I’m all dressed up and ready to go but I don’t know whether to be early, late or on time. Ha
I also have no idea if I’m supposed to offer to pay for lunch, or he pays. Or We both pay? What happens now a days in the dating world?
What if we don’t have anything to talk about? Oh MY GAWD AWKWARD!
Well I better get going soon if I want to decide to be early, late or on time. I just wanted to update you on my day. Well not actually an update on my day, I’m just passing time trying not to pee myself.