I can’t believe I topped my busiest day on my blog woo. At 243 now, higher and higher I go. Gawd I feel good. I feel like I am rising up up up. It’s so much fun to. I am so gonna top my view count today 
Monthly Archives: February 2012
Dry Cottage Cheese
What gives? What the hell is dry cottage cheese. I opened my cottage cheese container I bought yesterday only to realised it’s dry and I wasn’t sure if it had been opened and the liquid was stolen or what. It’s too weird to eat so I put it back into the fridge until later inspection from my mommyboo. lol
I’ll let her decide it it’s safe to eat. Ha!
Dry cottage cheese? I mean come on, that’s like a dry pickle.
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I think I’m Handling my Break up well LoL
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This guy is so Hawt
Someone requested I do a cover to this song, I so am. I already recorded it, I just need to make a video to it. It’s awesome of course. This guy is so funkay cool. hahaha
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My Tripods Caput
It finally gave out, so now I’m working without a tripod which is going to be challenging. I’m getting a new camera hopefully soon, I just have to wait for tax back. I am so in need of an HD camera. I can’t wait, I will need to invest in a cheap tripod as well now. I can’t make videos without it. Well I can, just like I did in my video, “We are the champions” I couldn’t use one there, I had to put my camera on chairs and desks haha. Sucks. Cause I can’t do angles I want now. Lame.
Oh well. It is what it is.
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Daily Message
Lighting the way with rainbow colors of magical sun rays. On a journey alone, I find my rising star, that guides me and I do fallow.
“Sometimes life surprises you, but sometimes those surprises bring the true meaning to your life.”
Someone Want’s to Pay For pictures of my feet
Rofl, now that is something I have never in my life been asked before. Hahaha. Gawd, so awesome, hell I wouldn’t mind. After all it’s just my feet and I do have cute feet. If they could make money, I could sit on my ass and roll in the green stuff. Well in Canada it’s coloured stuff, since our money is like monopoly money. Tell me, if you could make money off your feet, would you? lol
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Holy Batman, People R reading my Blogs
I don’t know what happened lately, but people have started like really reading my blogs according to my statistics, which is really awesome and makes me so happy that so many are enjoying them. I love reaching out to the public through my writing. Writing is my biggest passion above everything. Not sure you knew that, you probably figured it was Youtubing hahahaha. Def not. That’s just my hobby and way of getting my music and voice out there because I love singing and have since I was eight years old. Don’t get me wrong, I am passionate about it, just not as much as writing. Writing is like air to me, without it I would simply not exist. It isn’t what I do, it’s who I am. If that makes any sense. I’m sure it does.
Some… I guess popular person posted my video We Found Love on his blog and twitter, so strange seeing that and it wasn’t hatred. Well at least I think it wasn’t. It’s so hard to tell because I seem to have a lot of sarcastic fans. Maybe it’s because I have a sarcastic side. Ha! not sure. Who cares hahaha
Anyway, I just wanted to say a big thanks to everyone who reads my blogs and an even bigger thanks to those who take the time to comment. I really appreciate your support.
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Is feeling Lonley
It happens… I’m going to get many waves of lonely because I have no one to hold me, but did I ever really have someone? It’s so hard to distract myself from the feelings of being used, abandoned and hurt by someone I cared about. Goes to show, you have to be careful who you trust etc. They are usually the ones that hurt you the most. Sadly.
Well… I’m tired so I’m going to go have a nap and forget stuff.
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E Fame
So it turns out I am becoming E famous again for Gawd knows why? hahaha Probably because I’m so incredibly awesome. Right? To think it started snowballing after I did a video request of my friend Kimmy’s and I featured the Monkey my mommyboo got me for valentine’s day and of course Elmo for the monkey to fall in love with. hahaha.
This video here got me more subs and likes and e fame. Very strange huh lol
4,000 something views? I haven’t gotten those kind of views in ages.
Oh and people writing me about adult videos, screw off. That was 4 and a half years ago and I was depressed and stupid. ha! so stop asking for them. They are stuck on-line because of pigs like you, I’d rather they be burned.
Don’t worry, you’re not hurting my feelings by contacting me, I know you’d enjoy that too much. Ha! I don’t make em and haven’t since that one month out of a year almost 5 years ago. So get over yourself if you think I’m some porn star who did that for a living. Hahaha. Idiots. “Just saving you some time from writing asking stupid questions instead of what my favourite colour is. Hello! RAINBOW. People say that’s not a colour, but it is to me. Ha!
My ex even called me a porn star when i told him about them, what kind of boyfriend does that? Anyways. His loss. I’m fabulous and I don’t need a man to be happy. I’m a happy little heart just by me self.
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Daily Message
Tiny toes of little feet, hit the pavement and the streets. Across the mountains and the seas, we stand in patients in a bow. Guiding candles to the shore, forever breathing, forever living, immortal sounds.
Today is a day of strength.
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Fire!!!!
So last night I and Niki. Even Cuddles were fast asleep, when the building fire alarm went off at 4:00 am in the morning. I shot out of bed, checked the apartment out and hallway making sure there’s no smoke or heat. Then I grabbed my diaper bag with what I needed for Niki. My purse of course and opened the sliding door for Cuddles in case she had to escape. I then grabbed Niki who was like, “what the hell is going on.” We went downstairs. There was no sign of smoke or fire.
The fire fighter dudes finally came and put out the invisible fire, because some kid must have pulled it and then we all went back inside. What a night it was. Who knew this apartment would bring adventure. Hahahaha
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Nobody to Text
Damn it, I’ve got a cool texting phone and no body to text anymore. I miss the little, “Message received” Alert my phone says really loudly. haha. It’s weird not having it say that to me anymore. Then it’s better quiet than you know who. Or maybe you don’t. My ex. Gawd which one, your probably thinking. haha
Who cares!
I just made a video, well two actually if you count the cooking show one called Cooking with Mandie “Stir Fry”
Yea, I guess I’m going to be posting cooking blogs. Who knew?
Now that I save time not texting anyone, I can talk to the camera more, “uh oh” lol
I don’t even bother taking my cell anywhere around the house with me, I used to carry it on me every room I went into, but now I just leave it somewhere because it’s not receiving no messages. NO BODY LOVES ME WAHHHH! hahaha joke
I’m very well-loved. nobody texting me is more accurate. haha
Anyone wanna be my Girlfriend on text? haha
I tried texting Sam, but he didn’t respond because I can’t drink Smirnoff with him right now. ha ha. Poor Sam, He’ll have to find another drinking body for awhile. Whose up for the job?
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New Video It Rocks Your Socks Off
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“SOME” Men Are Players
I’m sure not all are, but some men are and I have met one of them. I just broke up officially with my boyfriend because he pretty much left me anyways because well… I wont say, but he should have stuck around and supported me, instead of bailing and asking me what he did and treating me as he did. Then he admits my intuition is right, that he was pushing me away because we were moving too fast for him, when he is the one who led me on. Sure I’m not perfect, but still. He lied to me, led me on and then left me for something so stupid.
I just wanted to know and feel he felt the same and that we were going somewhere. Truth is we weren’t going anywhere.I was basically just something to tap on certain nights. Which hurts. Now I’m alone and… well. Who cares.
Some men really suck. I’m special n I know I didn’t n don’t deserve that.
I am still thankful of my blessings God has given. <3
Ain’t no one gonna rain on my parade!
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Daily Message
A river is still and calm as I stare far beyond the lips of sand, surrounding it. Do I dare disturb?
My bare feet kiss the sand could not dare cause disaster, in every step my feet plaster.
“Today, is a day of hope and moments of laughter. There is a gentleness to the air, that will bring love to those in shelter.”
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Heart Of A Lion
I’ve never been dumped before, feels like that’s what’s happening. I guess I can’t be surprised under the circumstances.
To think every man I either loved or start to turns into a different person than I expect. True colors are revealed. I’ll not be so naive next time. Looking for love is not the answer. Letting love find you is how love should happen. Natural and kind in action. I have ignored anyone who has told me this and just searched on, only to find yet another frog.
Hmm… I am blessed though, I am loved and I am thankful of all God has given to me and no matter what obstacles I have to face or what seems like disaster to others, I will shine rainbow colors and see the good where others see darkness. After all, we create our own misery and happiness. It is this I have come to gather over my time on earth.
There is a heart beat in the depth of destruction, that shakes the walls of bricks and boulders, that hold the house of chambers. There is a sound heard, only by those who listen and there is a whisper from lips of your own, only by those who see this. We search what we seek in a manner of desperation only to find the reflection we stare into, our own. We must learn to create a light and love for what we are given and shine grateful, honest hearts of what we have. Blessings come through this, through sand of salty foot steps. We must see where it is dark and guide when there is no one. For it is us that decide our fate. All in the way we live through our own eyes. We create a reflection. I am saddened by my present only because I was fooled, but I am thankful of what God has given me and see my life in sunlight. There is so much beauty. For this I am grateful.
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Dancing Till The World Ends
Happy
I’m tired of men bringing me down, so this time I’m not going to live in that puddle of tears. I’m going to stand up, be strong and start dancing and make a video and be creative. I know that I am special and if someone doesn’t see how special I am, they ain’t worth the tears.
Wooo! I can’t wait to start filming, I’mma filming tonight, uh huh. Wooooooo!
I think I will do the song by Britney, called till the world ends.
While I dance I’ve got my eggs boiling because I’m going to whip me up some egg salad sandwiches with pickles and lettuce. Ohhh yesss! so delicious.
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Daily Message
Each day brings more understanding and clarity of what was unseen. Now windows show the interior of the person you thought was someone, other than who they bare before you, on this day.
