Daily Archives: June 7, 2012

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Fraud


Watch out people it can happen to you. It just happened to me.

I got an email from I will not say that told me I was giving hundreds of dollars to someone with some email I have no idea of and I contacted my personal you know person who is my provider etc blah blah the big man in the suite and told them of this fraud that would have occured. I can’t believe this shit. Then I get an email to my email saying i asked to update my pw etc and I didn’t click shit in that email.

I hate frauders. Damn them.

 

Thieves. and trying to steal from a single mother who poor? screw you, how do you sleep at night. The government supports me, they will be all up in your ass.

I hate frauders.

Whose had this happen to them?

It’s insane, I mean I heard about it, but I was more of, oh it wont happen to me and poof it happens and I’m like SHIT man.

 

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Strange Men Creep me Out


Yesterday I was on my way to the pool and I left my apartment and I was in the lobby checking my mail and the elevator door opened and this man who looked creep. You know how you just get a bad vibe off of someone? Okay this guy had a pervert vibe coming off of him and I don’t like sensing that shit. Not one little bit.

I immediately closed my mail box and went to leave and he started asking me if I lived alone and where my husband was and my gut was like, don’t let him know I’m single and by myself with a baby, so I told him my boyfriend was at home and no I’m not single. Ekk. My gawd.

Then he’s like letting me get the door for you and I was like omg, don’t go near me, I said that in my head and hurried out the door and far away from him feeling like he was raping me with thoughts. I hate men like that. What the hell man? DO I live alone, where’s my husband, am I single? these are not things you ask someone you just saw especially if you’re a man. I mean come on. Creep!

Men like this freak me out.

I was shaking I was so scared and uneasy around this person, but I can’t call the cops on a bad feeling and odd questions. No No No they wait till something happens to do anything and even then ask what the girl is wearing. I know the drill. I’ve been there.

Anyways, I hope I never run into that person again.

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Guess the Gender


 

 

I am now 18 weeks and 4 days pregnant and my ultrasound is on the 27th where I get to find out the gender of the baby, so I decided to let you all take a guess to see who is right. Sounds like fun huh?

Above you can see the photo’s week by week, starting at 4 weeks and ending at 18 weeks.

I will list a few more things to help you guess as well.

The heart beat is 160 beats per minute.

My cravings include,

Peanut butter

Chocolate

Chocolate milk

Ice cream

Gummie Bears

Jelly beans

Soda

Pizza

Hot Dogs

French fries

Scrambled eggs

Hash browns

cranberry juice

 

My symptoms include,

Frequent urination haha joke every pregnancy you have that pfft

Back ache

Ankles sore

Acne

dry skin

emotional

itchy skin

tiredness

nausea

some heart burn, not too much this time

vivid dreams “haha”

Low sex drive haha

dizziness

um can’t think of anymore

 

Hmm what else would help?

I’ve looked at pictures of when I was pregnant with my others and each pregnancy my belly looked different so… hard to tell with that one. haha

Um, I did the needle test and it went around and round.

 

My other children, not sure you can guess by what I’ll have next with this but I have three boys and one girl already. :p

 

So with all that info… what do you say it is?

 

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A walk In the Rain


I had to go for a long walk in the pouring rain and of course I get soaked because I can’t hold an umbrella and push my big stroller unless I want to pass out from over exerting myself, so I choose to get wet. I mean from head to toe wet, I got a hood on but I still get soaked. Then not only do I have to get wet I have to wait in line, while in the rain to get my food hamper. Yes I am a poor person and need to go to food banks once or twice a month. That’s life.

Niki seems to love the rain and every time I cover him so he doesn’t get wet he tries to peek his head out and get his hair wet and then he giggles about it. It made me think of my childhood. I was a rain lover when I was a young girl. I remember when I was 12 or 13 I would purposely go out in the rain without an umbrella and just stand or dance in it. It was a great memory, I loved the smell and the feel and the way it sounded and after going inside I loved changing into warm dry clothes and my body felt like it had been cleansed. it was so refreshing.

I snapped out of that memory and I tried to cover Niki up again but he still would uncover himself and lean so far out of the stroller so that he could get the tips of his hair wet and laugh. He is so adorable. It brought back another memory.

I was about 5 or 6 and my mom had six kids so there was a lot of us and there was only one of her. It was hard to get attention sometimes and I was upset about it and about something else I can’t remember and I thought. I’m going to go sit out in the pouring rain without a jacket or shoes on and get sick and then she will pay attention to me to. I must have waited out in the pouring rain on the curb outside of my house for about 10 minutes before my mom saw me and came out and got me and brought me inside. I got my attention at least. :p

Another thing I remembered was I was about 9 and I always got headaches. Headaches are something I suffer from, I’m not sure your all aware of that but I suffer from head aches and migraines. I have my whole life. I’ve been checked out for it, but doctors can’t seem to find a cause. Anyways so I had a terrible headache and I don’t take pills, for those that know me because of my short gag reflex and the fact that they freak me out or make me vomit. :p

I was hiding under my bed which was in the basement where I shared with my other two older sisters and I was crying, hiding under my bed and my mom found me and crawled under as much as she could to ask what was wrong. I told her I had a head ache and she kind of chuckled and asked why I didn’t tell her and what hiding under the bed was going to do for it and I mentioned how I didn’t want to take a pill and I knew she would give me one. Then she left for about five minutes and came back and said, I dished you out a bowl of ice cream, why don’t you come upstairs and eat it with your brothers and sisters. it will help your head ache.

So I did with a few sniffles of my nose and I started eating the ice cream which tasted a tad funny in certain spots but I still ate it and soon after my head ache was gone. I now know that my mother had chopped up the pill and mixed it in with my ice cream. Haha. She was always so sneaky like that.

It’s amazing how a walk in the rain and watching your own child can make you remember things from your own childhood. Sometimes it’s hard to believe we were ever that young, isn’t it.