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Getting Dissed On TV


The new show is on E! called Opening Act where they are finding amiture artists or as I like to call them, un-noticed artists to open for stars on concerts etc.  I was chosen as one of the selections to be seen by the judges, who knows why, since I was pregnant and would have no way of being on that show, nor would I have chosen that video/song to be played for that if I was serious about getting on it, considering I’m pregnant in it and it’s about me being silly and singing about being pregnant. Though the judges added it into the selection and chose to use it as a fill in to insult me. Funny, yes. Weird? Um yes, yes it is.

Does it make them look unprofessional to do so, WHY YES YES IT DOES. I think if your a judge you should be more respectful and shouldn’t judge material that clearly doesn’t even fit the category. Like what the hell, I wasn’t up against prego mothers. Or in a silly category. COME ON. Plus I wrote that cool funny song, get a sense of humour NIGEL! “CRAZY MY ASS”

Oh and the girls that judged. They allz wuz just jealous of my pregnant glow. POW

I did like the black guy, he wuz HOT, At least he said he liked it. lol ” I believe his name is  JASON DERULO , he is in my good books, the others can suck FLY’S

 

http://ca.eonline.com/videos/opening-act-bonus-rb-star-search/194498

My video begins at the 4 min mark where the girls and the guy who judge  Nigel Lythgoe . Seems to always be girls that diss I notice. I’m not sure why they used my video in there and everyone elses song was Nikki’s kinda strange. Also they don’t realize I’m being silly and I’m pregnant and the song and video is about that, though I don’t look too pregnant in it so how could they know.

Yea yea.. Famous people talked about me. BIG DEAL. Their just people like you and I. Only they have lots of cash, live in big houses and are on tv and stamped with a famous label of BIG NEWS. WOOP. I was just on tv for the second time, does that mean I’m FAMOUS TO?

Whatever lol

I’m laughing this off because the fact that I’m pregnant and in that selection is mind blowing to me. I shoulda been in a silly group and in one where others were pregnant performing as well. DAH! how the hell can I even be selected when I’m baking a baby in my Belly. COME ON!

 

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I’ve discovered I’m Boring


I’ve observed my youtube and i noticed I don’t get nearly the amount of views I used to when I was ranking them in right before I got pregnant. I am starting to think it’s because I’ve become boring and then I realized I kept having blasts from the past and have removed my videos over and over and people are probably tired of it. Pfft

Well if you would stop finding me PEOPLE I wouldn’t have to delete now would I?

You think people would understand, well no, I can’t expect viewers to because they just want something to watch and if I’m not reliable with video posting and them having a favorite video and it staying in their stash then why would they continue to watch me. Well because you have to like an addiction, you have to watch me. You must or you will die.

Yea, um no. The fact is I’m a way better writer than I am a vlogger and entertainer because my hearts more in writing and I am myself when I write. I’m most comfortable when no one sees me and I’m hidden behind these words here. I can’t fully express myself in voice or video because I concentrate too much on what people will think if I say this or that instead of just doing like I do when I write. It’s hard to explain.

I know exactly why my videos don’t get the hits they would if my blogs became vlogs, but they can’t, because I just cant change who I am. Well I can grow and become evolved but I can’t just say, hey today I’m going to be like this and do it. I’m not that great of an actress. come on. Okay maybe I am, but I don’t wanna play.

I am enjoying what I do and if no one wants to enjoy it with me, so be it, you pumpkin head popsicle rolls. you don’t have to, go watch someone more interesting that swears. I notice that. Lots of swearing going on in popular vlogs. I can’t imagine me swearing to get popular, okay I can because I have a vivid imagination but the image of it kind of frightens me because I don’t swear in my every day life, it’s just not who I am. When I do randomly swear on occasion people stare at me like they’ve seen a ghost. I guess it’s just that rare and unsettling coming out of my mouth. I’m too pure.. Holy water holy water

Okay so, I’m boring. I accept it. I’m a boring vlogger, video person right now and I have no energy to be upbeat because I’m pregnant and tired.

Give me a peanut.

By the way thats my new way of saying give me a break. it’s cooler, you should use it to. It will make me happy, but either way I’m happy with my just using it. its mine, its mine.

Muah hahahahaha

Okay its late and I’m still up and I’m typing, why does this always happen to me. I stay up doing something when i’m half asleep and want to sleep in my nice cosy bed but dread the having to get up and change, brush my teeth and go to bed. I’m so freakin lazy damn it.

Have a good night.

 

 

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Now Look At Mama


I was contacted a week or so ago asking permission for a tv program to use my original song and video for a show that’s going to be on soon. I thought that was neat so I thought hey why not. I signed the form and sent it back and we’ll see if anything comes of it.

I really like the song and video I did to it :)

I love writing songs, it’s so fun to do especially when their songs like this, that are fun and upbeat. I haven’t really been able to make any like that having gone through so much heartache from relationships I was in. Hopefully more upbeat, fun songs are on the rise and I will shoot some out for you all. :)

I really wish I could collab with a girl though, would be nice to interact with the youtube world but when ever I write someone on there to collab I get no response back. Hmm. Don’t know what that’s about.

If your reading this and you would like to collab with me, please let me know. I can do fair editing and meshing our videos together if you just film yourself. I am not picky on the song and if you want to do a certain one I am fine with that. If you have an idea for it, I’d be more than happy to work with you on it. I am fast and will get it done when I say I will and I will post the video on my channel with a link to yours to bring traffic to your page, but I expect the same consideration in return. :) After all we are working together to gain more audience.

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8 weeks 4 days Pregnant


Hey so I’m almost 9 weeks pregnant and feeling like poo. I am still nauseous all the time and tired and too lazy to post blogs and videos most of the time.

I sleep a lot which is probably a good thing since I most likely wont be sleeping much after the baby is here will I. I remember well how it was like by myself with Niki and having Natin. Natin had a lot more needs because he was autistic so it was extremely hard with a newborn, but still I know it’s going to be hard with the new baby. I love my children though and I have my mommyboo to help me. :)

I just hope that she can be there when I deliver so I don’t have to be alone during delivery, so far I have to be because she’s the only one I trust to watch Niki. Sigh.

My cravings are…

Strawberries

Strawberry Jam crackers

Meatball sub

Yogart

Waffles

M&ms

Cheese whiz or slice cheese on crackers or bread

Chocolate milk

Ice cream

And that’s about it.

Man I’m nauseous right now while writing this blog. Ugg.

I am already showing as you can see from my photo, I think I showed pretty early with this pregnancy, what do you think?

I see the doctor on April fifth and get to hear the heart beat for the first time and have some blood work done which isn’t so much fun.

I posted a pregnancy vlog you can check out and I’ll be continuing to post one every week and letting you know how I’m feeling etc…

 

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It is Time!


I have kept you waiting long enough… well it’s only been a day since I’ve moved in and well… lets face it. I need to post some pictures of what I’ve accomplished with my place and setting up. surprisingly I have worked my ass off with some help from a few people, of course. I am close to finished with decorating and setting up and it is a very good thing, because with my finishing, brings new videos. How have you survived without my videos? HOW!

Man I’m writing this while sneezing over and over. I think I’m allergic to my typing. Nahhh! So here are a few.. well an insane amount of pictures of my progress and if you don’t like my girly wicked style you’re a butt munch.

Enjoy…

Let me know what you think…

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Collabing


I hear a lot about how people on you tube collab to gain more views and subscribers so I decided I would throw my lasso and find someone to fish up for one. I caught a fishy and we are going to be making a video this week. We’re going to be making a video to New Soul. I will probably work on my part tonight because she’s giving me her’s to add to mine tomorrow or thursday and I wont have much time because I will have all four of my kids that day. I’m going to be busy, busy. For those who aren’t aware, I added a new Christmas video yesterday to my page that you should check out I’ll paste it below for easy access.

I wish more people wanted to collab on youtube, I think their afraid of me? Am I scary? “BOO!”

Scared of my Awesomeness that is. Who wouldn’t be, Ha!

Love ya :)

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Filming “Marry the Night”


I’m now working on my new video and getting my outfit and make up set before I begin filming. I don’t plan my videos. I do however plan outfits and make up, but what I do in the video etc is all when the camera is on and ready to capture. Everything is raw and real and I put a lot of energy into what I create even though every scene of change in video is in one shot. I hate to redo in them because I want to keep them as raw n true as I can because it captures a real honest quality that is lost in most music videos.

What do I know though right? I’m just an unknown artist, but what sets me a part is I love what I do and who I am and believe in myself. I find I make a lot of other artist mad, who knows why, they have a quality of, “you don’t know what you’re talking about.” The truth is, I know exactly what I’m talking about when it comes to entertaining and creating. That’s just the way it is, :) – we all have a view and expression and this is mine and the way I see and describe it is truthful even if you disagree with it.

For my video I decided to wear my red wig for certain scenes to show my dark side and how I naturally look as my light side. There is a balance within us, the red-head I play is my mistakes, my edge, my rough around the edges, pain, struggles I’ve come through and me is my positives, success, love, happy, talent, light, healing… everything wonderful.

Lady GaGa said the song is about marrying your regrets, your darkness accepting it as a part of you and embracing it, wearing it because its part of who your are…

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Green Screen


So I’ve tested out my home-made green screen to see how it works because I recently realized my program Pinnacle which is my editing program has backgrounds. I had not even noticed them until I was watching a YouTube video about pinnacle and it told me about them and I was like YAY because I have no clue where to get backgrounds from.

Today I put together my first video made with a few backgrounds on the home-made green screen of mine I put together by getting four large green poster papers and tacked them on the wall. It’s pretty tricky to get the hang of it and make it look great and the backgrounds I have to choose from aren’t very cool looking their just bleh but their just for practice until I can figure out how to get more of them. :)

 

 

I have always wanted to use a green screen to make awesome more interesting fun videos, but I was lacking brain power. Ha! now I know more than I used to and I’ve discovered a lot more from the beginning of my video productions. I’d like to start making more acting clips and videos with more use of the green screen.

If you are interested in viewing my new video just check out my YouTube page CutenessIzzPower :) Subscribe!